you always amazed me . but that's the past . i kept silent and it rained for days . my insides were drenched . desire leaves me numb to all the pain surrounding me . tragically I now must accept the penance I have earned . it ends tonight . i am alone . no explanations . no fucking reasons why . i watched it eat you up . pieces fallen on the floor . And after everything you put me through, I should of fucking pissed on you . no one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be . and don't smile at me . i don't want your pity . i hate your pity . suffer alone in emptiness . disgust lies deep within your empty gaze . i tried to cry out from the inside . but I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough . my heart was bleeding from so much grieving . i'm sorry for whoever I hurt . it's not easy to look back on my life .
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